5.48 a.m
I just woke up
Playing with my phone as usual
Scrolling my timeline
Then,i heard a very beautiful song
Calling every single person
To wake and reunite
Gather together at His house
Those who wake up
They just built their bridge to heaven
And those who do not
They are wasting their time
To enter hell
Well i wonder could it be
When i was dreaming bout u baby
U were dreaming of me
Call me crazy,call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all this time
Did i lose my love to someone better
And does she love u like i do
I do,u know i really really do
Well hey
So much i need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day u went away
So sad but true
For me there's only u
Been crying since the day
The day u went away
I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after one
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we will never have again
I know,i guess i really really know
The day u went away
The day u went away
Why do we never know what we've got til its gone
How could i carry on
The day u went away
Cause i have been missing u so much have to say
Been crying since the day
The day went away
The day u went away
The day u went away
Taking degree at uia gombak??? What??
I mean ....hey ..i dont want to learn Arabic again n Malay...huhhh?? Malay is my mothertongue ,okay?? What the heck ,i must learn something i'm familiar with since i was born...haha...wearing jubah and baju kurung really make me sick..i should do something to escape from here...buttttt..i dont take muet test yet..so,i cant enter any university...huhu..what a bad luck..and now the briefing is killing me..it makes me feel sleepy..no need to take sleeping pill..natural way lol.
The biggest mistake in my life is when i keep quiet in a wrong time..
Being a little shy girl in the past make me regret now
If only i'm brave enough to voice out what is inside my mind,i dont need to endure the pain for 14 years.
And now...
Even i cry untill blood comes out from my eyes..
Even i scream until my voice sounds terrible..
Even i pray day n night to travel to the past...
None of them will become true..
I wish there is time machine
So that i can go back and recorrect my mistake..
The past keep hunting me
That makes me feel scared facing the future
There is one time my body shaking non-stop
I'm hiding alone in my room
Feeling terrified to go out
Crying and crazily blaming myself
Throw away every single things near me
Grab a belt and hurt myself
Even until now,i'm doing the same thing
But thanks godnesss
Now i'm brave enough
To fight for my right
To protect my beloved one
Finally,that little shy girl got a wonderful strength
A miracle sent from above
Thank u god
I dont even have a nerve to enter the last class but just to fill up my day..so yeah..i decide to go to class today..n 2 hours class seems like 4 years class..what a bad day,bad luck!! And because the class is too long,i write new entry in bmw class..i'm sorry madam..i'm that kinda student who will never pay attention in class even just for 10 minutes.i prefer to study alone and it's work for me
